Monday, September 12, 2022
Monday, July 11, 2022
My gardens are doing well. I quickly planted some tomato plants in a former garden area by my deck and everything is doing so well there! My tomatoes down in my main garden are doing alright - not as well as the plants up near the house but I should be well-stocked with tomatoes this year.
My sunflowers are growing, I have a beautiful hollyhock and have started a couple of roses from some clippings. I love this time of year when I can just about watch my plants grow! It kind of makes up for all of the hot, sticky weather.
Friday, July 8, 2022
|The lamp post I, with the help of Jordan, put near my deck|
|Independence Day celebration|
Sliding on in to summer - a season I tolerate only because it puts me closer to fall! In lieu of the annual badmitten tournament, we did a few things a bit different this year! It has been many, many years since I've attended fireworks on campus. The word on the street was that this year's fireworks weren't going to be as spectacular as in pre-Covid years. WRONG! They were simply wonderful! I couldn't have enjoyed them more! But then again I was with my granddaughter, my daughter and her soon-to-be husband, and my daughter and her girlfriend. Having many of the people who I love did wonders for my heart!
It's been a rough few weeks. My cousin's granddaughter passed on after a horrible accident and my brother had a seizure after so many years seizure free. He was hospitalized for a while and for sure, I was worried but he bounced back and is doing alright. This all reminds me that we can't take any of us for granted. These have been sad times for sure. But, as my mother always said, you just have to be grateful for those who remain! I'm not afraid of death (of my own death), not at all! Still, I want to have many, many more years to enjoy all who I love and who love me!
Retirement - coming up quick! Or is it? We've had a bumper crop of new students and have lost a few advisers. I've offered to stick around for a few months until they've had a chance to hire new advisers. I've offered to do advising until the end of December. I always did enjoy the fall semester with all the football festivities and the Christmas parties so this isn't a hardship for me. Not sure that this is possible, but I may just be working through the end of December instead of September.
And then, since this blog is something that I'll keep and reflect on periodically, there is Independence Day which I celebrate to the fullest extent. Unfortunately though, I hope that by the time I die, we (women) are not thrown back into the 20's.
Monday, May 2, 2022
So much for writing every day! How am I going to remember who I was when I can't remember anymore? Oh well!
|They finally bloomed!|
I've gotten a lot accomplished since the last time I wrote. I have a quilt almost completely quilted, I've finished the month of May (2021) for my temperature quilt, and am almost halfway done sewing the binding on a quilt from last fall. I have 3 blocks nearly completed for my daughter's wedding quilt. There is a lot of hand-applique so that's nice to do while sitting on my deck in the evening waiting for Booboo the bear to show up! There is a bear roaming around the area. Last spring, he knocked down my bird feeders, bending a cast iron shepherd's hook almost in half! Last week he was spotted down the road so I won't be surprised seeing him making his way along the creek.
Ugh. A doctor's appointment this afternoon which sends my blood pressure sky-rocketing! I'm switching providers to someone more local and today is just a get-to-know-you appointment since last year I had a zillion appointments and was examined stem-to-stern! Also changed my eye doctor out of necessity - the one I'd had for ages closed shop and moved out west and is now working on a reservation. But it is nice to have everything close by so that I don't have to drive into the 'big city'!
Kind of a gray day but I think I'll go for a lunch while I still have a bit of lunch time left - I'll see if I can't relax a bit!
Saturday, April 9, 2022
Anyhow, I am disappointed that today was not a day to curl up on the sofa with my pups to snooze, read, watch movies, and basically, just waste away the day! But honest, the was pretty much exactly what I did but I felt guilty.
The weather forecast for tomorrow is chilly, rainy, and gross. A perfect day for napping and reading and watching movies. We'll see.
Friday, April 8, 2022
This has been a week. My mother-in-law (technically my ex-mother-in-law but she will forever be my mother-in-law) passed away on Saturday. She was 87. This was not unexpected. I saw her shortly after Christmas and it was apparent that she was simply biding her time. I loved her. We had our differences, that's true. She was the mother of my first husband, my first love. Oh, I loved that family so much! They bickered and fought, got irritated with each but never cut each other down. They always forgave. I remember when my husband left - it was a very long and painful process and at the time, I didn't realize what was happening. But when I figured out that he had left me, had created a life somewhere else, with someone else, to say I was heartbroken was a gross understatement. It was the most painful time in my life. But I had Ruby and Don, his parents. They loved their son but they loved me too and were crazy about their grandkids. They never made me feel as if I wasn't welcome in their home. I was included - not just invited - but included in their Christmas's, their family dinners, their celebrations. I remember Ruby telling me that I would always be her daughter-in-law and they always made sure I felt that. Don passed on years ago and now Ruby and Don are together again. As they should be.
I found out about the death of someone I loved very much. They died over a month ago and I only learned about it yesterday through an internet search. This was a very unlikely relationship, truly happenstance. This person was a friend to me when I was going through a terrible time in my life - not catastrophic like the breakup of my marriage - but a time of great uncertainty and really poor decisions. They helped me get my head on straight and were simply just a really good friend. And a good friend is something that I needed - I never had one before and haven't had one since. We helped each other get through some rough stuff. I can't believe that this person is no longer in the world. I hadn't seen them in many, many years but I always believed that our paths would cross again someday.
Today I found out about the death of an old quilt camp buddy. I know that she had been ill, had overcome cancer years ago. It's been 3 years since the last quilt camp and apparently during that time, the cancer returned and was fatal. I feel empty knowing that when quilt camp comes around again, she won't be there.
All of these deaths, one not unexpected at all, one a complete surprise, and one not expected. It's crazy how life goes on. It does go on, even without those we though we could never live without. It will be different, that's for sure. Life is still sweet.
Wednesday, April 6, 2022
It is frustrating to encounter hurting people and to not be able to do anything. Sometimes all I can do is pray.
Monday, April 4, 2022
In my retirement, I want to not be such a recluse. I think being an introvert is fine as long as I can do it with a group. Or something like that. I like activities that put me near people but don't necessarily require me to interact. Heaven knows I have the social skills of a rock. Hahaha.
There are so many things to do, so many ways to help, that don't cost money and instead, use other resources. I can sew, I can walk a dog, I can drive people places.
I'm so happy to be retiring but am a little afraid of becoming lost. My kids are grown and have all moved away. I have my dogs and cats. I think I've found a purpose. I just don't want to disappear.
Ugh. I wish I could learn to turn off the predictive text. It is making me sound dumber than I am!
The weather in State College is playing an April Fools joke. I took a walk at lunch - 5 hours of sitting in a basement office with no window - I needed a break! So I took a walkto Starbucks which in the library in the next building over. I did take the scenic route and I experienced 3 seasons. When I stepped out of the building, I encountered winter with a light wind and pretty little flurries. Those flurries quickly changed into what I can only describe as Oobleck (remember Dr. Seuss' book?). After the oobleck which morphed into Styrofoam chunks, I entered into spring which ended shortly before walking back into Sparks by turning back into winter. Pennsylvania. Even the temperature changed! Unbelievable after yesterday's high of near 65!
Which reminds me that I need to finish up my 'temperature quilt from 2021'. It is a daily textile record of precipitation and temperatures for one year.
Wednesday, March 30, 2022
The more I talk/think about my retirement, the more it feels like the right thing to do. I know I could work for several more years where I am right now but it doesn't feel right. I think that I have outlived my effectiveness in that role. I just feel as if I am being led in a different direction and I am SO excited to find out where that is!
So looking at the weather forecast, although we are currently in the midst of a wintry mix, it looks as if it will be spring this afternoon with warm-ish temps and a little bit of sun. I'll make Casper very happy and take him for a romp down to the creek. And while I'm there, I'll look to see what good things are sprouting!
Friday, March 25, 2022
But it has all changed or maybe it is just me who has changed. Does it matter? I think it will matter again one day.
But the campus is beautiful and strolling through on a beautiful spring morning is a wonderful way to begin the day.
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